I wanted to write this because, honestly, I feel a bit ashamed.
I have a Reddit account one I don’t visit often that I use solely to share and talk about my kinks and fetishes.
One day, I received a message calling me a “fucking weirdo,” along with several others telling me I was disgusting. Far from being offended, I actually found them funny. I realized that I enjoyed the fact that people were outraged, shocked, and disgusted by what I’d written. When I think about it, I find it a bit pathetic to enjoy that—and I feel somewhat ashamed of it, too. Especially since the anonymity of Reddit meant I wasn’t taking any real risks; if someone had said those things to my face in real life, I obviously would have taken it badly, which makes my reaction seem even more pathetic. But I have no control over that or how I feel; when I get those comments, I either don’t reply or just write a sarcastic “thanks.” Sometimes I wonder what’s wrong with me. Maybe i’m just fucking stupid.
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